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Chill Summer

by Hungrie

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1.
SBWL 04:11
so bored with life so bored with life i'm so bored with life '35 met a really awesome girl said i'd show her the entire world but i'm outta money so were sitting here bummy lounging around with butterflies in our stomach but butterflies are just worms with wings birds and the bees the stinger still stings when we think of all the things that life shoulda been pretendin that it would be that good till the end imagine a time when time was irrelevant and you could do whatever you wanted for the hell of it they tell of it like it would be so great but if you just wait you'll see it to be fake because life is only made because time always fades and we dont remember most days because most days we waste and we waste most days trying to make our own way trying to get somebody or something to stay i cant promise the job and the career i want to hold you close wipe away every tear until we see clear but we just sit here abandoning all courage and excepting the fear maybe thats why we're so bored with life we expect the morning but dont accept the light and we stay up each night to encourage the plight we say were up for the fight but we cant take the bight we see the glint of the fangs but cant take the pain if the blood left a stain we can stand in the rain its insane how we pray for the burdens to pass but the burden is life and we keep it tight in our grasp no matter how slow you go it passes so fast built your house on the sand watch the sand turn to glass watch the glass turns to shards, shards turn to wounds wounds turn scars, scars turn to lies then to truths and at the end of it all you don't know who are you and so you sit around not knowing what to do nothing to achieve nothing to work towards no skater but we say that we so bored creativiting is draining life is staying complacent complaining that its always raining and saying that life is a movie gone wrong you listened to way to many love songs 2"19 just because the light of adventure went out in your eyes doesn't mean that the light is gone from your life and doesn't mean that it has gone out in mine so lets go all out right here to tonight what a beautiful thing to watch beauty change and fade with age if growing old is an art i'll hold every part and keep every single little memory in my heart but we start to late to recognize our fate when are dreams fade from the thoughts of being great it's the thought of grace that saved us from death where our breaths are depleated and there's nothing left we wont be deleted and we wont be replaced we've been accepted to live this life's just a taste of the relations and the loving and the worship and the joy we will get when our physical bodies become void
2.
I hate when people say they that can't stand us watching old friends flake like dandruff it's like arms are tied behind my back handcuffed and everywhere I look I can't find the answers people tell you that they hate this and hate that people who get hated reciprocate hate right back if your pressured enough you know you might crack but we see all the wrong around us and we don't act you should blog that, you should tweet it ever wake up to the feeling of being defeated and a little encouragement is all you needed but the people around you are all distant and conceited when i was in the second grade, I thought I was cool because I could draw, read, and write all at school I did what was right to see the smiles on others faces and because I wanted some friends who i could play with now we lying so blatant, saying in the end we will make it everybody is scratchin this itch to be famous but this gun is dangerous and we don't know how to aim it thats the problem isnt it thats the problem isn't it thats the problem isn't it lets not and say we did everybody will brag on the littlest achievement look you in the face and think that the mean it i've seen it repeated over and over constantly everybody doing stupid stuff obnoxiously probably on this quest to make life some type of epic jest when in its essence it's just the same recycled trash yeah we could do that and feel champion for a couple seconds have something to brag upon have an instagram picture for facebook and twitter tell all your friends and pretend like you aren't a pretender never deliver on these promises you've made and take a bunch of empty regrets to the grave look at this life we were given, how we made it how if we aren't up and active we hate it every thing is used to make another complaint and we can't ever admit that we had a boring day what are you made of what are you capable of? are you really that afraid to try or do you just not know how after being wrapped up in a lie reach for the stars with goals that are worth reaching listen to the teachers they speak wisdom worth teaching get a life outside of taking pictures and tweeting because until you look outside of yourself you'll never find meaning it's not about how many followers and how many friends it's about being a leader and working towards the end because at the end when we think of the wasted time we spent were going to end up wishing we didn't, and just saying we did
3.
laces tight in the race of my life gonna go all otu no doubt i fight with the sun in my eyes and my eys on the prize the flyest shoes on that money can buy runninfly times im stunnin my oppenents and they knowin ima own em blow past em in a moment so lets show em thers no close ones, tabor on the podiums '34 tank top on going in strong miels seem long, I obliterate them all i go above and beyond, they wonder what he on more like neil, less like lance, armstrong i walk on the moon, look down from the top ask me how i made it, i say it, i can't stop back on the track but the track is the earth since birth i felt the need to place my feet on this turf thiird, second, or first, i determine my worth not by my place but by facing my worst i imporve on my times work morning to night get up before the sun because it's my time to shine the grind, practice makes perfect and ill never achieve my dreams unless i put work in thats certain, some say it aint worth it, individual moments are worthless, but god gives me purpose yes each stride brings me towards the finish line but the fingers pointed towards the sky it's all for him every time life is a race, i wont ever stop running but the grace of the cross made the race cross country yeah but the grace of the cross made the race cross country tank top on going in strong miels seem long, but not as long as this song i go above and beyond, they wonder what he on more like neil, less like lance, armstrong i walk on the moon, look down from the top ask me how i made it, i say it, i can't stop rely on the faith be patient wieght lift work morning to night like a day shift, as if your racing on pace with a ragin, bluejayin, sayin miles are mayhem, i blaze them, inceneration let me retsate then.... I can't stop
4.
I don't brag often but just listen to the word play got so much green you would think that it's earth day other rappers get blown away like candles on my birthday or the big bad wolf verse the pig with house of all hay fever, i think i need a breather allergy medicine doesn't do much to help either they put idols infront of me like Nebuchadnezzar so i spit hot fire like a dragon with no femur i could made that last line make since but i didn't learn to only say deep things when i meant it shadrach, meshach, and abend went in the fire didn't melt my rhymes are as hot as the fire in the furnace that they felt uhhh my pants sag a little bit because i'm skinny and i dont care leave all the modest comments out it begins and ends here you don't look at my butt and i wont look at yours i do sit ups all day because i'm working on my core because i am the baddest of them all If you ain't 'bout money, then I don't mess with y'all what,,, no i ain't talkin kripy kreme hit me up at drubers and you'll know what i mean they got twists, they got squids, but glazed is my favorite i drove their, bought a dozen, and i ate them doesn't matter the time the place or the person if i'm getting drubers donuts you know that its worth it drubers, donuts, drubers, donuts 1'55 I don't rock socks with sandles cuz i'm worried bout the tan lines they read my lyrics aloud like dang he's got some rad rhymes except for this song they'll be saying that it's asinine like i care about their thoughts or opinions at any time i be dancing in my basement when nobody is watching I be dancing in my car when i probably should be driving because it's dark and there's deer, drunks, other types who be laughing at my attempt to dance all the time i get lost in my own city cuz i can't remember where i parked i still get a little creaped out when i'm outside and it's dark seeing people lick cheeto off their fingers makes me want to barf but when it comes to writing raps man thats a walk in the park cuz i never stay on the path you know i'm out in the woods stay true to how i was raise so i never make it hood i wear hoodies and snapbacks and fitteds and nikes and really i just want everybody in the world to like me because rumor on the streets is this song is ridiculous they should play it in newton i bet railers are into this i get stopped by trains every time that i enter swear it's more annoying than having a splinter i accidently honk my horn teenagers give me the finger i'm so high on life i never needed to smoke reefer either i'm crazy, creative, or just plain bored i can't tell the difference between kim and the girl from jersey shore i used to read lord of the rings and get really into the lore they compare me to eminem and i'm not sure what really for this song is sweeter than two marshmellows on a hershey smore and when i exit stage left i hear they beggin for some more
5.
you expect me to cry i've just been watching days fly by I try to disguise every emotion inside reading on my twitter feed, people's bitter needs always rise never lie, never want to be that guy every time I've ever rhymed I'm thinking of attention in the back of my mind never mind the feelings that I felt when I awaken I lay asleep at night and wonder if I'll ever make it because no matter what i'm saying i feel like i'm up infront naked been working on my patience but the virtues are always vacant I need a vacation, and it's summer i'm unemployed writing music and helping out two things that I enjoy If you ever base your worth on others that give you joy you'll find earth to be blank empty void empty stories about a life that you could never own surrounded by people we feel the most alone blinded by the light praying every night need some insight on how my sins might end right every time I feel like I'm slipping, you give me a hand to start gripping we can try and solve it with iphone games and netflix trying to get our name out, get directions crying about how much it hurts with no medics causing headaches, we read but don't get the message living like we never heard any good news crabby personality is our world view we sit on top of our totem, potent for a pedestal look inside and think the problems are medical look out side and only see the hypocritical you never notice those who do the good literal you see the wrong overly obsessed guilty on the inside but can't express your regret we all think we're better than we really are reaching for the stars, showing off our scars pretending life isn't hard, pretending we don't struggle pretending to look for God when life gives us trouble pretending that happiness is all we really need more and more obsessed with selfishness and greed obsessed with selfish gain we don't battle the terrain we mix our tears with the rain until the water all drains we don't let our experiences make us any better we whether the weather, whether or not we seek shelter pelted with this hail, claim to be going through hell this may be the closest to ever being in heaven to dwell for you, if you continue to deny truth your lost identity will be limiting eventually to the enemy for infinity I found that with Christ I could never be alone Through his own atonement he has given us hope
6.
i've seen the world, i've done it all and it all amounted to nothing strugglin to define love when i've never been in anything like love is these love sick people make me nauseous they don't understand what the cost is and all these girls will try to mask it but more than a romance they want a mansion i can't stand them were all trying to find a purpose but its worthless, man we dont deserve this our urges give us reason till we purge them yeah i heard them yeah i heard them i've never ever felt this shallow i have less substance now than a shadow i wade in water of little depths ashamed because i'm getting wet when i wept it was only over myself look at these bruises look at these welts everything just to show how I felt i feel nothing still i need your help falling slowing ever lowly never knowing where it's going you must show me, it's only you my dependence is what your accustomed to i feel helpless no matter what i set out to do in the end proving i got nothing to prove win or lose there is no victory heart of gold they are convincing me I have a heart of gold to heavy to hold gave it away now there's just emptiness in me i will still love you, to me you will always be beautiful but will you still love me when we are old and our life has grown dull? cold world i was told but it couldnt take my soul so my soul still glows as i grow from young to old
7.
23 02:39
I never wanted to be 23 Infact wanted to stop since I was twenty years pass in blur, future looks unsure take a nap, write a rap, chill summer ever wonder whats under the surface bummer when the sun beats down like a furnace if the sun didn't shine we wouldn't be fine save the complaints till it's winter time every time I rhyme something sublime creeps into the lines but it's hard to find stay inside with the AC on cool your contents so dry, I hop out the pool fool me twice, jokes I can't laugh at looking at a life past times I can't go back wouldn't trade the decisions I made for nothing the future's rushin, I can hear it comin 23 like jordan, but i ain't scorin july 17th, sun is scorching older than feel, act younger than I should young & old and old is young 23 years afraid to grow up afraid to say what my mind wont shut up you can be afraid of the future afraid to be a loser afraid to say no when you cant refuse her afraid to say your slowly wasting away wasting each day with no worth in decay and you think back on what seemed like yesterday and it was years ago but you were still the same and it's still a shame because your still afraid but your a grown up now don't know how to change and you feel so strange, so you take the page just to express everything that you could never say
8.
pretty girls, pretty girls in my vision pretty girls on the internet givin my music a listen pretty girls pretty girls always been the mission but pretty girls never really gave me fulfillment pretty girl with a smile, everything except for plain maybe if i rap she could learn to know my name i think i spit that rhyme before just to be adored this girl is adorable hope she know she got me floored bored, bored, all in my room hope that i can get out of here soon snow in my vision and i'm wishin for attention but only causin friction with this fire thats been litten, gus i'm smitten but i'm missin the point to this mission liven given everything i got to get a listen what a waste of time can't waste tonight but i wasted tonight thinkin mabye eyeee yo, cant i write a happy song over a sad beat what is true love, somebody asked me i said I don't know it fly's right past me but i bet it feels great, just try to catch it while it's passing smiles always flashing, feelings always glancing up late at night under the stars just relaxing probably feel like asking questions that i shouldn't but i'm in love if i wasn't then i wouldn't if i stumbled then i couldn't say what's on my mind if i was lonely then i wouldn't be up this late at night i feel like this is the life everybody asks for prayers with knees to the floor in the early morn but jeez doesn't it all feel trivial i bet there is an angel in the centerfold but it's pitiful out here in the midst of all these feelings when were stealing why we feel so powerful but you can't steel mine, can't steal my mind, cant steal my heart but you stole this rhyme so i guess you stole all 3 at 1 time looking to see if this about you reading inbetween the lines
9.
Parents call the kids into the dining room There whining but silent when they catch the feeling of doom Mom is crying, dads face is as stone cold as a statue Mom blurts out “we didn’t want this to happen” But now it has too The kids stand still, don’t even know how to move All they want to do run away, want this to improve Dad speaks “this isn’t about you” Mom weeps some more, blows her nose in a tissue “me and your mom have been having some issues” Dad speech is emotionless, but despair still seeps through He sighs, rubs his palms against his thighs Words just aren’t coming, like he had gone mute But the kids understand just from the sweat on his hands The tears in her eye’s, that their lifes will fall through Is love a lie, or is there just no hope in the truth Is there even such thing as love, or does everyone lose He’s pissed because all he does is look at porn Glances from his wife can show she’s so worn But when they talk it’s like they conjure up a storm Cold conquers the heart, but the tongue stays warm He says he’s so bored, she feels so foreign Love is at a loss while the world is being torn Apart piece by piece, like the tongue is a leech that sucks the blood in through it’s teeth until the heart stops to beat until the mind stops to think what is there to talk about when eventually it just ends with somebody walking out pride never on the side, just in the front of the mind just let the ego climb until theres no love to find when there’s nothing inside, and you just give up there’s no more hope, no more prayers to lift up but grace, mercy, and forgiveness were meaningless words defined by the blood of Jesus V3 And the trends still continues They tend to pretend, led by their disputes From lust to lack of trust relationships about to bust And all of this just from a crush, how did it get so robust Does love really fade? Do people really change? Are we stuck in the dark ages, sick from the plague Our attention spans are so short That even love will fade I think it’s a stain from the American way Of seeking love above all, even amazing grace I think it’s the impatience of not being able to wait Indulging in our feelings as they lead us astray Our selfishness that makes us always need to get our way I swear we’re all heartless like kanye, lost in the fray I don’t want to be part of this, lord please pull be above it I just want love in abundance, please guide me I pray They say that love is lost it’s gone, gone, gone I say that we fight on, until we make our love strong
10.
man i just don't understand it I must not be from this planet wanted to be the good guy, they notice when I fly by when I'm wherein a suit and a tie, glasses and a nice disguise they dont even take notice that i exist S on my chest says i'm the best but pencil and a desk means much less lazer's in my vision, you get my attention because you gave me a chance when nobody would listen I'd save the world, just to save the world but I brave the real world just to get the girl yeah, and you can report that louis lane you drive me insane since 1938 thats quite a long time to be on somebody's mind I can't take a bullet for you but i'll try every time men of steel still feel, what are the chances you'd steal the heart of this kid from kansas
11.
she likin my status' but we never talk in real life i sent her a message like let's hang out tonight took a walk in the park a little bit after dark small talk is a failure, thats the awkwardest part you can't really blame me cuz i try really hard if you give me a reason I'll give you my heart late night on google, "how to start a conversation" I stay shy they say i need to be more animated girl is on fire i'm tryna find the keys alicia i need ya, no need for nicki's barbie you hardly got a personality you wake up do make up but don't mess with me! stay shy stay fly text messaged my friend but she's going to ignore lounging on my couch at home when i'm bored talking to girls sending one word texts the conversation ends before it begins, on to the next drowning in oceans of these girls emotions I need something to float in, losing my focus girls acting really fly when they know that they aren't on the fence with innocence, they only play the part masks on your faces, embracing the fakeness i try to hard need to go back to basics wrote a poem to this girl told her how pretty her face is she said say it my face or your time is strait wasted yo, I never really had a plan, wanted to be the man in high demand wanted stand high for my standards but they crouch in the shadows and pounce like panthers oh deer, stabbed me in the back with some antlers so many females none of it matters every body feels lonely stop crying for answers quantity high quality low never flattered i stopped trying to impress girls that dont deserve it the look in your eye's is making me nervous your smile is like saying i love you in cursive plus the way that you act makes it all seem worth it all of this just from being observant working my way towards being assertive you don't really know me but let me express I'm hungrie you know that I stay shy but stay fly
12.
Come with me, let’s move to California Girl, I’d do anything for ya Wont you come with me, to California Kansas is fun but the plains are plain You and me need to catch a plane Change the grain to grains of sand You and me living without a plan Yup…smiling face with the wind swept hair don't mean to stare but girls like her are so rare the first time we talked I got her to laugh now i'm thinking that i got a chance me and you we could move to cali see the ocean I want it so badly you and i at all the hip hop concerts then hit the beach with deep thoughts to ponder 1 room apartment with the broken sink Work for checks that don’t last the week Wink at me and I’ll hold your hand We can chill on the couch and watch zombieland West coast the best coast with time to spend Just me the ocean and my best friend 1 or 2 years ‘til we’re broke from our habits Then we can move back to kansas
13.
Hurricane 03:10
life is good but it is everything you imagine the light in your eye's hides the damage ever feel incomplete like a fragment and you try and compete but can barely manage wake up, the world may not be mine but i am not the worlds, it cannot confine try to trap me in bars, imprison while i'm livin try to stiffin all i'm given, pennin words in this sentence So I shine, they try to dim all the lights menace to my mind, but the phantoms couldn't bind I once was blind, disabled and crippled But a love that started with a drop, spread like a ripple used to trust in the fickle, my foundation was sand and I sunk when water rose and wiped out my plans in an ocean of grace, I was drowning and sinking Then I realized that the water was living, and I restarted breathing 1:11' Loves a hurricane Loves a hurricane You're a hurricane and I'm washed away The smile on my face may seem outta place life going out of bounds, running outta space trying to chase days but I'm losing the race writing raps for people thats attentions spans always fade but you were right there, you never left you influence every line, every thought, every breath life is never set, the boat rocks in the storm but you are my anchor, and you remain firm when the rain is pelting and never relents I feel so weak from the welting, i need a fix but the reason I'm drenched, the reason I'm soaked is because you pulled me under, and now I'll never let go 2'07 chorus I was lost on my ship at sea and there was nobody who could rescue me abandoned with no sights in my telescope with tidal waves ready to rip apart my boat life is good but is it everything that you imagined damaged by the fragments broken magnets stagnate, rampant, but could never manage plannin never standin a chance if it was destiny wondering if my wandering would be encumbering but you rescued me
14.
All I feel is despair, when you’re not here All I feel is despair, I want to know you care What makes you fulfilled what makes you empty I’ve lost all will And I’m still shifting I’m not alone But there’s no one with me I want to feel you close But despair is winning [Am]All I feel is despair [Em]When you’re not here [am]All I feel is despair [Dm}I want to know you care My life Is not a gift that I have earned But my strife Has reached the point of no return I’m not alone But I feel far from home I’m not lost But there’s something missing All I feel is despair Are you here All I feel is despair Do you care Even as the sun rises So does the darkness in man’s hearts It blankets their eye’s and Make’s it impossible for them to part But despair, it’s still there Pretend not to care But it’s still their Are you here I want to feel you here Are you here I want to see you here Lord draw me near Lord draw me near It’s despair When you’re not here
15.
yo, there's no us about it darkness is enshrouded and we cant see the light around it the fear is still aboundin' while we hiding and we doubtin it's soundin as if the thunder and the lightning will keep it clouded the future makes me shudder when i wonder whats the direction i look into the mirror and dont recognize my reflection i swear my dream is inside of a nightmare this is something like inception infection and i'm sweating wake me up i dont know where i'm headed and i've dreaded every day waiting for a way to make it through looking up to peers who never will tell you the truth they say you'll never be the best i hear the laughter it's so evil needful little people standing on their thrones so regal everybody is a king, sitting on a thrown of lies everybody cut off their wings like they didn't want to fly or took off like icarus went way to high into the sky couldn't take the heat fell to the water drowned and died well i, feel like the battalions are against me every single feeling that i get will leave me quickly what makes you fulfilled what makes you empty me verses the world and the world is out to get me you've been on my mind and i've been trying to find a way to get you out without a shadow of doubt the shadows dragging me down me verses the world and i'm about to drown wrote this for all the other perfect people in the world everybody thinks they try harder than they really are every boy and girl remember growing up you never thought you'd be who you are now everybody see's a jester while you think you wear the crown life will drag you down like a wolf on the hunt my emotionless features making me cold and blunt and this is not fun, this is not cute this is what happens when us vs the world doesn't come true and your fighting every day trying to tread the water plenty of fish in the sea, so the sharks come to slaughter makes you wonder why you even bother life only getting harder bombarded with this stress and love seems to be taking longer you wonder what your called to be while they stall on all their policies broken relationships all around you, and nobody is solving these selfish inhibitions while we wait to start livin giving everything were given pretending that we really meant it you've been on my mind and i've been trying to find a way to get you out without a shadow of doubt the shadows dragging me down me verses the world and i'm about to drown anything can make me lose only you can make me win me verses the world were all covered in our sins the blood of jesus freed me from any of this malevolence no matter how disheveled it gets its us vs. the world we'll take the hell for it
16.
My lyrics: Man, it's just so beautiful poetry in motion so musical no fakes all original like snow flakes we don't flake, so great, we skate, great lakes they say that we so bored, get out your snow board, go build a snow fort if you aint the snow sort change your location, hit up the airport met this girl with big brown beautiful eyes whole life in this trench coated disguise if she took off the mask she wouldn't know how to act and I dont know how to ask so blizzard of emotions just attack I think back, looking at a long cold history tears turn to fears turn to ice in this misery everything you've kept from me is mystery heart froze bet it could melt if you turned up the heat but everything we've felt is just part of the work of art that starts with ice sculptin ya took my heart i tore it all apart for ya i'm forever froze, long live Antarctica long live antarctica long live antarctica x2 I lay where the penguins play where snow falls all day in great sheets of display you were like my hole in the ozone my ice caps crumble, before you I was so froze but i'm pretty sure you're bad for me this whole thing will turn out terribly by my bedside i pray all day hoping for the strength because trouble wont pass away dear lord come make me whole my whole bodies froze covered from head to toe in snow she's looking into my plain brown eye's i wonder if she sees past the surface outside swear it feels like 2011 stagnate and i dont even know where i'm headed sometimes theres nothing you can express in words one year ago on december 23rd had to give a broken heart carry it till christmas i doubt that was on either one of our wishlists life doesn't always end up how you would wish it but once the snow melted you miss it, admit it take my frozen heart, every part is no longer mine I want to feel the warmth of the sun, even if it's just one last time last verse was like ice, i kinda slipped up feeling like iceman, snow in my touch back when i was a young used to live for the crush using God as a type a crutch to make girls blush now i'm grown up, i'm not nearly as slick use my ice pick to chip away but it still sticks i've been trying to be the best i could possibly be but at the end of the day i'm still doing it for me thats a selfish disguise, it's still cold outside snowing in may, it may be my fault it resides frostbite on my hands, they say the forecast won't last fear held back unabashed, but i still can't stand frustration from all this precipitation tears turned to ice before shattering into obliteration i've been thanking God he didn't make me shallow as hell and that heaven isn't as cold as this place where i currently dwell well, we all want the snow to turn to puddles but until then I shovel and make my way with tunnels why is it that struggles always seem to come in bundles and just when we get sure footing is when we seem to stumble I think it's because we get so full of ourselves we take the reins of the sleigh away from him who never fails whose reign forever dwells on heavens grand throne who created snow to be beautiful not to keep us cold and alone but everything we've felt is just part of the work of art that starts with ice sculptin ya took my heart i tore it all apart for ya i'm forever froze, long live Antarctica long live antarctica long live antarctica x2 and lord i need you to intercede through this snow is so thick that I can't see you

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This mixtape is a set of songs, demos, and b-sides released week by week over the summer of 2013. Some of these songs were my first attempt at producing my own music. It was just a process for me to work on my writing, recording, and mixing skills while I had a lot of free time over the summer. Also be sure to check out my album released in April, "Young & Old" and consider supporting!
Thanks, Logan

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released August 19, 2013

I do not own the production credits to most songs, the beats are used non-profit.
Album artwork picture from national geographic, used non profit.

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LZ, formerly known as Hungrie, is a musician from Wichita, KS. Recording music since 2008.

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