Lost in the waves of thought my brain penetrates
Into the relapse that recaps and reiterates
Now a day’s emotions just seem to precipitate
From rain clouds I’m to proud to anticipate
What lies ahead, all thoughts dread
My whole body is mute like the language is dead
Extinct, I think, way before my past thoughts
There was something significant that I forgot
Can you tell me whats the meaning of the spinning cyclones
And I’m looking over my shoulder aches creeping in my bones
I’m surrounded by people but I feel so alone
My hand numb on the steering wheel as I take myself home
Yeah, stop lights numb vision
The road turns left with tires still spinnin
But the world collapses as I look at my actions
Tell me that the night won’t end in dead passions

I feel so ill man, so ill…
My thoughts still with a chill,
Thinking I need to calm down, need to get real
But I look in the backseat to see it all empty
Lights blaze by and nobody missed me
If I stop to early then somebody might hit me
If I keep on going then nobody can get me
Gone, I don’t want to be the typical
But I look at the streets and only see individuals
Who am I, if I can’t be, me
or even a close resemblance
i can barely see,
but don’t need any repentance
just distance,
missed an exit in an instance
found myself back at the beginning of the sentence
when I realize that I stopped starting before I began
I realized that my axels got caught in the sand
And with every backwards glance my emotions turn to glass
And everything seems clear, from the bravery to fear
The road ends here and I just can’t steer
Second hand smoke creaps through the window
But I know firsthand that a high is a low
So I start back sliding like the road is all snow
Roosters still crow but daylight wont glow
So, I emergency break it
The whole world was mine, pity that I take it
Pity that I taste it, pity that I waste it
alone in the zone and I’m never gonna make it
Street lights blink like tired eyes eye sight
I might fight night but it’s like the ends in sight
Right, and this is all on the free way
I drive undivided cuz theres nobody beside me
Lonely, and it’s only just begun
Lost on this road of finding who I was